thisisfailure:

dear keith urban, 

sometimes you sing exactly what im thinking. <3

i wish we could change things

im inlove with the memories of you and i

I know it makes no sense, but what else can i do. how can i move on when ive been in love with you

time to change my ways

i know i deserve so much better but i just cant let go. something about you keeps pulling me back. im hoping this new personal blog will help me move on by letting it all out. ive bottle up my emotions for so long and now its finally coming out. no one understands. i miss you so fucking much.

‘i got the point that i should leave you alone but we both know that im not that strong’ seems to be the perfect quote for right now. this is soo much harder than i thought it would be. i just dont understand you anymore. last week you told me you missed me and we could work things out, now this week you say you dont think it will work. please get your shit together and stop hurting me. youre so oblivious to this. im such a mess and you dont even realize. well cheers, im not coming back.

this is offically my personal blog, dont like it then dont follow. shit will get deep so dont get freaked out. tumblrs about expressing yourself. ignore all the old posts, its getting personal now. :)

someday, ill get the nerve to say this to you.